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I'm an Umbreon....

Mon Dec 7, 2009, 8:26 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Playing: Team Fortress 2 and Sims 2
From ~chikky:

~~~~~~~~~EEVEE~~~~~~~
[ ] You are cute
[x] You love to play
[x] You don't like getting into fights
[ ] You hate the darkness or you are afraid of it
[x] You have a best friend forever
[x] You love your best friend very much
[x] You usually don't lie
[ ] You don't say bad words
[ ] Most people love you
[ ] You are youngest of all your siblings
[ ] You like to wish upon a star
[x] You have a lots of stuffed animals
------TOTAL: 6

~~~~~~~~~VAPOREON~~~~
[x] You can swim
[ ] You go to swimming pool at least one time a week
[x] You hate the racism
[ ] Someone has said that you are hot
[ ] You are very social
[ ] You don't spend more than 2 hours on the computer or TV
[x] You enjoy sleeping
[ ] You know most of your neighbors' names
[ ] You can speak in another language than english.
[ ] You visit social places (such as concerts,theaters,etc.) more than 1 time a week.
[ ] People call you a "smiley face"
[x] You LOVE spending time in the water
------TOTAL: 4

~~~~~~~~~~~JOLTEON~~~~
[ ] You are a street kid
[x] You have been in an accident
[ ] You usually get into street fights
[ ] Your favorite kind of music is rap
[x] You have been shocked by electricity
[x] You seriously need to get a life (lol...)
[ ] People say you're too egoistic
[ ] You have tried gangsta style
[ ] You try to be really cool
[ ] You really want someone
[ ] Last thing you did before you sit on computer was meeting with someone
[ ] You hate something right now
------TOTAL: 3

~~~~~~~~~~~~FLAREON
[x] You are kind of a hothead
[ ] people try to calm you down
[ ] When you want something, you won't stop until you get it.
[x] You are seriously waiting for something right now
[ ] You annoy people
[ ] You like cartoon villains more than heroes
[ ] You would like to have red eyes.
[x] You were born in summer or spring
[x] You can think of crazy things
[x] You have burned something
[ ] Things around you are stupid
[x] You don't like your life at a moment
----TOTAL: 6

~~~~~~~~~~~~ESPEON
[x] You believe in magic
[ ] Your first boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you
[x] You really love someone
[ ] You believe in love at first sight
[ ] You haven't tried to smoke,drugs or drink alcohol
[x] You are a goody-goody......
[ ] ......or average
[ ] You get injured easily
[x] People don't really get you
[ ] You MUST do something right now
[x] You are like a psychic
[ ] You have a great sight
------TOTAL: 5

~~~~~~~~~~~~UMBREON
[x] You love the dark.
[x] you like to wear/see/use the color black.
[x] glow in the dark stickers are cool.
[x] you are sometimes thought of as evil by your appearance. (well, a bad influence)
[x] you look out for yourself at times.
[x] you have or would like to have a umbreon in your pokemon games.
[ ] you are terrifyingly silent.
[ ] you have eyes that make people timid or afraid.
[x] you have helped or been helped by someone but never said 'you're welcome' or 'thank you'.
[x] you are somewhat of a loner.
[ ] you love to go out in the night.
[x] You have excellent vision in dark places.
------TOTAL: 9

~~~~~~~~~~~~LEAFEON
[ ] Fall or spring is one of your favourite seasons.
[x] you adore the color green.
[ ] you love flowers but choose not to pick them.
[ ] clean, green and pristine is your way of life.
[x] animals adore you and you adore them.
[x] you are a very peaceful person.
[x] you care deeply for anyone even if you do not know them at all.
[x] you enjoy longs walk in nature or the woods.
[ ] you are a vegetarian.
[x] your eyes are or you wish for them to be green.
[ ] you really can't stand cold days.
[x] people really love to be around you.
------TOTAL: 7

~~~~~~~~~~~~GLACEON
[x] Winter days are your favourite seasons.
[ ] cold weathers don't phase you with or without a jacket.
[ ] you have (or wish to have) amazingly snow white or light blue eyes.
[ ] You live in a place where it's cold all year round.
[ ] Hot days are your most hated time of any week.
[x] you don't mind cold foods.
[ ] You have once used a cold joke (cold-hearted etc.) during cold times.
[ ] You adore very much the colour white.
[ ] you take long walks in the snow.
[ ] you have a cold personality.
[ ] people can't really call onto you for sympathy.
[ ] you have heard the song Cold by crossfade.
------TOTAL: 2

Umbreon.

~ Akasha

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Girl Confession Thingy....

Fri Dec 4, 2009, 7:41 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Playing: Team Fortress 2 and Left 4 Dead 2
Stolen from ~Lolium because I am THAT bored.

1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
Heck no, it's too tight.

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
HELL NO!

3. Are you a girly girl?:
AGAIN HELL NO!

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Uh.... my dad?

5. Small or large purses?:
NEITHER!

6. Are you short?:
Above average height (5'7")

7.What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
Break their hand if I'm nice. If it was my bf, I smack something else on him, LOL--when not nice to others, I'll kick them in the balls.

8. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Um, ya, because they track dirt around and then i have to clean it up.

9. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
Hell ya it's my fave holiday!

10. Are you double jointed?:
Yes

11. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
I want to say the bathroom.... don't ask.

12. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
Wtf is up with the butt touching? NO!

13. Is there a rumor going around about you?:
Not that i heard--if so, I want to know about it

14. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Guests at my work, otherwise I just put Mr./Ms./Mrs. in front of their first names

14. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions?"
No freaken idea o.o

"X" Marks the spot:
[ ] I do wear make-up. (Hell motherfucking NO, LOL)
[x] I have cried at a movie theater. (Hey, Brother Bear IS sad... )
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous. (My sin would most definately be Envy--it's my 'tag' on Steam, friends put tags of their Sins.)
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy. (Maybe not sexy but damn cute. The singer of Entwine looks like him, too.)
[x] I love to laugh. (If I get the chance to, ya.)
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal. (I can't stand metal, too fast a beat--I prefer goth/death/industrial rock.)
[ ] I like rap. (Hell noooooooo...)
[x] I like country. (I admit it... ._.)
[ ] I carry a purse. (HELL NO! Backpacks FTW!)
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD. (eww)
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD. (slut)
[ ] I own a boy band CD. (I did at one point.... sold it, rofl)
[x] I get bored watching football. (I'd rather play sports than watch them.)
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat. (I used to when younger.)
[x] Guys are confusing. (They can be sometimes.)
[ ] I've been called a bad influence. (Maybe as a child, but now I'm told I'm a real good influence.)
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears. (not allowed - -)


1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?
It alternates between black or white, depending

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
I don't care, as long as it's not buzzed, though I do fancy dirty blonde....

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
My boyfriend tends to frustrate me in some ways, yes, lol

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
I have several

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
I've lost count on how many times I've had it broken

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Nope, I'd rather be hideous so people will leave me alone lol

7. Do you like your life?
Nope

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
No, I've never really dated except for my current one, lol

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Yes, i prefer to swim with clothes on actually, I hate swimsuits

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I get along better with guys, but usually they're fem guys (fem guys, not gay guys, there's a difference)

11. How long have you had Facebook?
Never tried it

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Ya, and then he punched me in the head; was going to let him have it but got suspended (it was the 3rd week of starting my freshmen year in high school)

13. What are your biggest fears?
Standing in front of crowds of people, being eaten alive, being raped, and being homeless with no way to get any help/being disowned/being kicked out

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
A lot of times

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes, a lot of people

16. Do you believe in the saying "Once a cheater, always a cheater?"
Yep, humans are habitual creatures

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Rarely

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Nope, i don't want people watching me 24/7 and harassing me

19. Are you currently missing someone?
Yes, my boyfriend

This guy or that guy?:
Um... what?
Punk/Goth or Gangster?:
GOTH!
Preppy or Cowboy?:
um... cowboy I guess lol. (I admit, i like the accent, and preps get fucking annoying.)
Face or Body?:
Face
Sweet or Sexy?:
Sweet
Well-educated or Dropout?:
Well educated
Armani or Abercrombie?:
Uh... huh? I prefer Hot Topic
City-slicker or Rural Guy?:
Rural
Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes?:
blue or green
Contacts or Glasses?:
Doesn't matter, but i wear glasses

More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?:
NEITHER!
02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?:
...who?
04. Skirts or pants?:
PANTS!
05. Socks or leggings?:
Socks
06. Hoodies or jackets?:
hmmm... aren't they kinda the same? I like both tho.
07. Heels or sneakers?:
Sneakers--to hell with high heels
08. Straight or curly hair?:
Straight--can't do shit with my hair lol
09. Hoop or dangling earrings?:
Not big on earrings but I say dangle; i have some crow dangles
10. White or black?:
BLACK!
11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?:
Ugh, neither, but if I have to choose, bath and body because I'm a sucker for cucumber melon body spray
12. Smoothies or lattes?:
Smoothies
13. Diet or regular sodas?:
REGULAR
15. Pearls or diamonds?:
Pearls I guess.... Especially black ones
16. Vintage or boho?:
wtf...?
17. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?:
Neither
18. Lindsay or Hilary?:
um....?
19. Ipod or cell phone?:
Ipod--I hate phones
20. Friends or family?:
Friends--my family sucks
21. Lip gloss or lip stick?:
Neither
22. Manicure or pedicure?:
Neither
23. Tiffany's or Chanel:
...?
24: Peace or love?:
Peace
25. Sunglasses or purses?:
Shades, yo

In a guy...
Funny or Serious?:
Funny
Cute or Hot?:
Cute
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?:
Light
Long Hair or Short Hair?:
semi long
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?:
Straight or wavy
Clean-cut or Rough?:
Clean
Good Dancer or Good Singer?:
um.... I can't dance, and why would a guy want to sing to me?
Jock or Rebel?:
Neither o_O
Smoker or Non-smoker?:
non-smoker
Druggie or Clean?:
CLEAN ya idiots! :shakefist:
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?:
Don't care, though a car is warmer...
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?:
Clean
Younger or Older?:
Younger--it evens out the age life expectancy issues between males and females, and older men are too set in their ways and can just be plain assholes, or they carry too much baggage, etc
Player or Loyal?:
Loyal--I kick players' asses



That is all.

~ Akasha

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Holiday Depression

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 27, 2009, 11:54 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Playing: Team Fortress 2 and Left 4 Dead 2
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Ya, I always get depressed around the holidays. I don't ever get what I want. Don't get me wrong, I get spoiled with things, and some things I love to work for by myself, but I never get what I want, whcih are things you can't really buy. I want to be with my boyfriend, i want a chance to be an adult and be on my own, I want a better job, a life that will be stable and fulfilling, etc. I just want to be happy.

I'm also depressed because my dad's girlfriend let slip to me he may or may not be charging me rent sooner or later since I've graduated college and am only working. He suddenly has me pay for my own cell phone, (I would just pay for texting plan), something he's never done before, all because he said I stopped seeing the psychologist so now I can pay for my own things. (The cell isn't even in his name, it's his girlfriend's plan, and I only have a phone because he wants me to have one--I HATE phones.) Um, what? I don't know all that's going on, and it's depressing me because I do *everything* around this house, cleaning, mowing the lawn, laundry, etc, on top of going to work. I've been slaving to save money to purchase a car someday in hopes of having transportation to be able to get a better, well paying job as well as the prospect of moving out with my boyfriend in the future, but now it's all been shot to shit, especially if I have to pay rent. Why? Dad's idea of rent is either $500 a month, or a full paycheck once a month. I barely make over $500 a month. And I already know he's going to expect me to keep doing what I do around the house, or he may very well jack up the rent on me, forcing me to more than likely take on a 2nd job.

To top this off, work is harassing me, bogus write ups, etc. They plan on replacing the entire staff anyway I've heard, so who knows when I'll be canned. I'm tired of the bullshit anyway, but I can't find another job to fall back on.

Also, I just don't like spending time with family much. All I ever here is government this, Obama that. Tired of it. They also expect me to be able to do this and that when I can't. I can't meet their high expectations and standards. And I get no help when I need it.

Fuck my life....

~ Akasha

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New Games

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 17, 2009, 7:53 AM
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Yay new games come out today! I'm going to get Left 4 Dead 2 after all, to play with my bf. Also need to pick up Resident Evil Darkside Chronicles that I preordered and then also get Sims 3 World Adventures. The last one there is optional but ya, at least I get my paycheck this Thursday to make up for all the money I'm spending.... >_>;

Still miffed they pushed back the release date of Silent Hill Shattered Memories....

In other news, still sick, been a week now. And I think I'm starting my monthly soon to go on top of it, fun. ._.;

~ Akasha

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Stressed Out, Panic Attacks, And Life

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 22, 2009, 6:02 AM
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Ya, I've been stressing out again. So much so I've been having panic attacks, something I haven't had for a few years. I get then when I'm really worried/anxious.

See, I graduated college, so now i only work, but I only work 4 days a week as a housekeeper at Motel 6. Weel we got new management and all and they have me coming in at 8 AM Thur and Fri to do morning chores AND rooms. (I clean the property for 2 hours, then have 6 hours to clean all the rooms on my sheet.) You'd think that wouldn't be so bad except they said in the beginning that we're supposed to get 12 rooms if we do morning chores. WRONG. I get a full sheet, up to 20! WTF?! Plus pretty much all the new people we hired got 'injured' and are on light duty and can't clean rooms, or they quit. So we're understaffed, getting 15-20 rooms a day.

And I STILL only make 8.24 an hour....

PLUS when done they want me to STAY and help the slow ones! WTF? I want to go HOME.

So I've been looking for a new job, but problem is, I have terrible anxiety issues and certain jobs I just can't work for my own health. I was also told by my boyfriend's mom that she prefers me to not move to Alabama until her son was close to being done, or was done, with college. She thinks I'll be a distraction. Um, wtf? I helped him enroll and since knowing me his grades have skyrocketed! How would I be a distraction when I'm there trying to work and have a life? I just don't get it! Long story short, I'm stuck here at home in California with no idea how long I'll be here. I was looking forward to moving to maybe starting a new life and having actual supportive people help me since dad isn't, but now that won't happen!

I think I'll go back to my college, take some classes to reduce my stress. My psychologist keeps trying to push anti depressents on me and I do NOT want to go on them. (I suffer from low level depression and generalized anxiety.) I'm trying to look to herbal remedies instead, I don't want the anti-deps effing with my head, especially when I lose my medical and then have to hurry and find them from somewhere else--what if I can't? I hear the withdrawls are horrendous. Taking St. John's Wort, and I heard about Kava Kava root, but they don't sell it around here, go figure. Had to order it online and it's expensive, UGH. I heard really rave reviews about this company and their products, though....

I'm just a complete mess.... :dead: I really don't know what to do, I still haven't learned how to drive, and I can't afford a car, which is absolutely NEEDED in Alabama....

...can anyone spare any kind of advice?

~ Akasha

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  • Playing: Team Fortress 2 and Prototype
  • Eating: blueberry breakfast bar
  • Drinking: coffee

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